Based on a true story
After 1 and half years of my breakup. Suddenly, I got the call from an unknown number sharp 5:00 p.m. on 5th January. While I was travelling from Delhi to Lucknow. I just picked the call & tried to hear the voice from that side. But I wasn’t able to hear anything just because of “Pin Drop Silence” that side. I just said ‘hello’ “Call kiya Jata Hai to, Bola bhi Jata Hai”. Again pin drop silence. Then I saw the phone number and recalled that number but unable to recall it.
After a few seconds, the Phone disconnected. After 10 minutes, I again got a call from the same number. But there was no pin drop silence, I heard a very beautiful voice and a single sentence “Pehchana Nahi”. I just said “No”. Again I heard the same voice from that side “Itni Jaldi Bhul Gaye”.I said, “Jo bhi ho, call me after 7 January”. I recognized that voice. Who is it? She was my “Ex”. Again heard “Kahi Dusri Jagah Busy ho”. I just cut the Call and was so confused that, What should I do? Because my heart and mind were both opposite each other. My heart was forcing me to ‘Call’ on that number and told the actual situation of myself but on the other hand, my mind was trying to suggest for ‘Not calling’ because She ditched me. She broke my heart. All these things were going in my mind and hurt.
Suddenly, My phone again vibrated but one time, This was indicating for the message. My heart was praying to God “Bhagwan Message Usi Ka Ho”. I opened the message box with overthinking and murmuring. There were five messages, “Please baat kar lo, Main bahut Pareshan hun, Main tumhari life mein Wapas Aana chahti hun”.After reading these messages, I was so excited that My real love has come into my life again. So finally My heart melted for her. It was heart’s victory over mind.
Now I was extremely waiting for her call. I reached in Lucknow. The next day my phone vibrated with long vibration and I was thinking about her. But This was my brother’s call. He asked about my journey. As My brother’s call disconnected, the Phone again vibrated. This was my Ex’s call. I picked the call and heard the murmuring voice “Please Maaf Kar Do Na” and started weeping.
I said, “don’t worry” What’s your problem? She said,”Mujhe Tumhare Sath Rehna Hai,” I said, “okay, no problem”. You can stay with this broken hurt. But ‘Tum To Mujhe Chhod Kar Chale Gaye the’. You didn’t think about me a single time. Do you know? How did I spend one and a half years without you? She said, “Sorry Babu, Galti Ho Gayi Mai Apni friends se influence Ho Gai thi”. I said, “Okay Ab Chhod Ke To Nahi Jaoge”? She said, “never Babu”. After hearing this, my heart was pumping fast as it got sufficient blood.
We both were very excited to know each other, as We were talking for the first time. Now everything was going well and smoothly. Slowly one week passed. One day, I called her. Her phone went waiting. After 30 minutes, She called and said, “I was not feeling well, So I was talking to my mother. I just said, “It’s Ok”. She said, “Tum Dhokha To Nahi Doge, Na”. I said, why are you thinking negatively. “Mai To Vahi Kagaj hu Jisme Tumhara Naam Likha hai, Ab Dusare ka Naam Nahi Likh Sakta”. She smiled and said, “Tum Kitane Cute aur Achchhe ho”.
Suddenly She said, “You are a rude person and full of the ego”. You always used to do mistakes. I said that I am a human being ‘Babu’, not Robot. The mistake may be happened by a human being. She became silent for some time and said “Wo Aisa nahi tha.” I said, Who? She ignored and changed the topic. But I was forced. She said, “Tum Janana Chahte ho” My ‘Ex’.
After hearing this, I paralyzed and thought that she again started comparing me with others. She said to ignore it ‘Babu’, I spoke by mistake. Just chill, your off mood I don’t like. I controlled my negative thoughts and smiled. The next day, she called me and said, “You don’t care about me “Jaise Wo Karta Tha”. I was frustrated after hearing this. She always used to start talking about ‘Ex’ with me “Aisa tha, Vaisa tha” like this.
One day, She said, Can I talk with ‘Ex’ only for 10 minutes? I didn’t reply but I thought that those days are not away when I shell again go in ‘COMA’. As I had already gone one and a half years ago. Now she was agreeing that she will talk to Ex and me both. But She will marry me. Now I was encircled in “Love Triangle”. I knew the result of the “Love Triangle”. It was just like a ‘Life without sufficient Oxygen’. I didn’t want to create problems again like COMA. So I finally decided that I will never talk with my “Ex” again.